Jay Park - Speechless

I know it's hard to imagine this 
To end up without the kiss 
From the one that you have loved for so long 

I know it's hard to imagine this 
Can't live up to havin' kids 
Knowing that the thought is long gone 

I've come to the conclusion 
That we are both losin' 
What we've come so far to build 

And there is no confusion 
No gimmick, no illusion 
To how sad it makes me feel 

I'm speechless 
Can't believe it's over now 
Why did we take this route 
Happily never after 

I'm speechless 
Feelin' far from sober now 
I'm gonna be hung over now 
'Cause nothin' else matters 

Should I drink my tears away 
There's nothin' left to say 
But let's just hope for a better tomorrow 

No plan to make a stay 
No not another day 
Inaudible drownin' in sorrow 

I'm speechless 
I'm speechless 

I'm speechless 
I'm speechless 

I can't believe I'm still standing 
I can't believe cloud nine's landing 
Lost grip of love when I thought we had this 
Friends or not, we're damaged 

We learn to walk and to talk and laugh and cry 
Why is it so hard to learn to say goodbye? 

I could've sworn I was stronger 
I wish I could've had longer 

It's time to wake up from the dreams 
And make up for the things 
I set aside when we were together 
But everyone and everything 
Didn't wanna wait on me 
Can't expect a sudden change in the weather 

Please help me 

Nobody can hear me baby 
I cannot breathe 
I know God may just take me but 
I cannot leave 

I'm in this way too deep 
To swim myself ashore 
I need your help 

I'm speechless